i'm back???

well hello blog. i'm not actually sure if anyone still reads this but hey! i haven't posted in forever so here's a lil update.
i didn't fail my junior year! honestly i'm a little bit shocked because junior year was kicking my butt there at the end. there were so many dang panic attacks but it's ok. i lived, i passed, and i actually got really good grades!!! i ended with a 3.8 GPA so i'm really proud of myself.
in other news at the end-ish of junior year, i was like. ultra moody. me and my best friend were fighting almost constantly over the stupidest things. it was causing me to be even more moody because i didn't understand it. it kind of all came to a head when my grandma was in the hospital, nearly dead, and i spent all of lunch sobbing into my arm. (i apologize if you saw me that day). as we were walking from lunch to physics, he made some sort of a joke, and i lost it. i stopped walking and screamed at him. honestly i don't remember what i said but i just started crying and ran to the bathroom and hid there till the bell rang and then walked in and didn't speak to him because i was convinced that he now hated me. but after class he just hugged me and let me cry on his shoulder (what a guy. get you a best friend like mine.) and didn't say anything because he knew that's not what i needed. later (through text because confrontation is scary) i apologized and he told me it was all ok and guess what? we stopped fighting and wow that was a long drawn out story.
also, i took my AP Lang test which was an adventure. it was hard and i haven't gotten my score back yet but hopefully i did reasonably ok?
i'm not sure what else to update you on but we'll see if i actually keep up to date on this blog. i do have a new blog which i just announced some very exciting news on!!! click here to read that.

love you!